I think I'm lost in my mind but not to sound crazy and all but I think that i'm losing feelings for this long term relationship. It pisses me off so much, sometimes the thing I say I really wonder if you'd take it into consideration. I hate when I'm really serious all you do is make it into a joke ugh I'm reallly stressing and I don't know what to do... Alexis is right I'll prolly kill myself by the end of the day.