Astonish

Wow, i havent' really blogged in awhile i guess because i'm more focused onto USANA and i'm always really busy always staying up til' 1ish or later ding homework then wake up @ 7 to get ready to school and still make it late everyday. HAHAHA wha'ever. I'm trying tp improve on my tardies but i can careless. Mm.. let's see lately school sucks ass 'cause i'm pretty much living by school day by day, i'm already slacking when i try not to, and mostly not give a shit =X AHHH! Well, Recently brian is kinna expelled from school/kicked out cause supposely he doesn't live around the school and he is a guest to the school so they can kkick him out anytime if somthing happens and wow he's fialing Marketing ROP just cause he doesn't have a "real job" are you serious USANA is the real deal, don't hate just cause you working your fatass job day by day listening to students cuss at you and shats. Ltely i've been having some good times for lunch hahaha cause brian is always driving to buy me pearl drinks and fast food outside from school which is fantastic cause our fuckin' school food sucks ass. I hope he stays cause i really don't depend on anyone besides him by my side 24/7(= MMmm seeing my boyfriend grow is crazy because i know him so well that its never a put down really caus ei always encourage him to never wear baggy cause i hated baggy =) i hated large shirts cause honestly who wears XL/XXL when they are simply just a M/L lol. yeah, i change my boyfriend here and there but now Junior year i heckka see someone different someone who i never thought would change so many people lives and honestly now he's more aggressive. He has a temper and stands up for what he believes in & i like that. Besides looking through my text and contacts; i'm fine :) i LOVE him. haaha
Besides that yesterday was Mr. Tan Tran's Birthday and it was super fun! He's a blessing to have in everyones lives cause he really truly does help everyone out. Mm besides runnin errons for the suprise the fruit tart was yummmy! ahaha the card print came out to become very fascinating.
Today's training was GREAT i learned how to do things more efficent and HELLA better (: i'm happy i've learn this far. haha, sorry if i was hella harsh on Kenny and Edward, but hey it's a great learning experience and i'm also very proud of everyone(: Go Saaamurai <33. Mm.. somethings pissed me off tonight that i just had to let it all out some way or another and i'm very upset. i'm learning self development and i'm trying my best not to bring my old side out but daang it's haaaaaaaaaaaaard =( like seriously. I just wanna explode and go insane but hey i guess just do the better deed. >;O i can't put it into words how mad/dissapointed i am but i guess it's for the better. Tonight ended with notihng but self-madness. But i hope there isn't going to make me "look bad" or my 'credibility is on the line' you know ... man i don't even know what to do but i have to get back to homework. Things will get better and i just hope their isn't going to have the weird/awkward moment =\