The Ugly Truth

I was actually eager to watch this movie.. Well not just me but also Brian. I love how he's into Chick flicks and doesn't get annoyed of it. HAHA poor sucker. The movie was quite interesting i'd say. Brian says "Babe you're just like that guy, and i'm that Girl" WTF?! no resemblance what so ever but i suppose. it's really weird how we don't like scary movies a lot even though my brother always say take a girl out to a scary movie "it's a move"(: HAHA riiiight. Brian has been recently working on his car for the second day in a row already and it's getting to me now. Right when he gets home it's so his car and i'm off to watch TV, on the computer, or text all night long. I BBQ'd yesterday with luis riccy sap. savonna and yea it was really good actually but the lemon really got to my stomach. I got a headache and for some reason cold! i slept with a sweater on.. Weird right! My headache gotten worst and so i took some aspirin and it didn't make me feel better at all, i was really lazy to go home too =( i just couldnt have gotten in the car and go for a ride home so i turned on the16 and pregnant life after labor whatever and watched it til' i fell asleep. Thinking about that it really made me cry when that girl gave up her child for adoption :( i would never have the strength and guts to do that but then again it was for her child and danng pretty crazy. This show is really great because hopefully it'll decrease the %'s of how many fuckin' teens get pregnant. AHAHAHA jk. I want to be a teen mom but then again i want to have all the fun i can get before i can be a stay @ home mommy(= With all this joy and happiness it may sound i really have to break it down.. It's been quite hard for me to sleep lately and i've been crying alot. I don't know why everything is getting to me now, i feel like sometimes Brian can't please me enough or maybe that's not even the right word to say but what i actually meant to say was "i'd rather like it if you were proactive about things then wait for me to tell you" you know what i'm saying? i hate when i have to tell you things then it's like ughhhh' i know other girls got it worse out their but i don't really care. i just want our relationship to be good again,.. it's really getting to the point where we don't even talk in the car and it's awkwaaaaaaard! i just hate sitting their in silent mode. When i sleep over he doesn't even hold me any more it's like we're so use to each other or something that it's "okay" not to hug me to sleep like before. It's like i'd rather sleep @ home and not get yelled at. I don't know maybe i'm just over thinking things but this sucks.. it's getting to a point where i HATE boys now.. the truth is getting pretty ugly i say